Waking.
Sleepy.
Dreams linger in my eyes
like a homesick lover.
Walk it off.
Walk
it
off.
Hit the street.
Find the rhytm of the city
and stick it.
It's not
dog eats dog.
Rather a slow gnaw that leaves you exposed,
raw,
vulnerable.
Long lost dreams linger in my mind
like homesick lovers.
A rolling horizon
a future of possibility
a blank canvas
written in white
flowing
clouds
masked by thick
delicious haze.
The world stands beneath
holding it's precious breath.
watching
waiting
Whatever secret the world
pleads for
is hidden by
possiblity; a
white
unending future
like a line of dusty bones-
whatever truths kept locked in life
our lost forever to
the chasm
in the clouds
dripping like mystery
over a waiting
watching
world.
Sip your coffee slow.
Think of the day you have
to spend.
fresh
still blank
and innocent.
A poem yet to be written.
You are not lost
in
Doubt,
just drinking French Roast.
Life seems to swirl about,
eddying around you
as if you were caught
in a pocket of time lost.
Float on an ocean of sweet lace.
Lost
in the warm, purple waves
of the womb.
Savor
Last
Remember
For the moment will end;
an empty vessel
must be filled.
A crushed coffee cup lands softly in the trash can
next to a bouquet of flowers dead.
Rainy.
Dreary.
Lakes overflow
with
little
silky
teardrops.
Licking my face
and e l b o w s
Blurring friendly edges.
Rain, rain won't you stay?
In our darkness, to you we pray.
We wander like nursury rhymes,
searching for a childish moral,
a reason, something
to
keep
us alive.
we strive for
something like us.
the rain...
coming and going with wind;
building, and breaking;
constant heartbreak rhythm.
But
after the rain comes the smiling rainbow;
a stained cheek.
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Dive into nothingness.
Shake off the wet.
Take on the familiar
mantle of curiousity.
Explore the expanse
Cut it open like a surgeon
dig through it like a mole.
You say it's your first time
but no one comes back for seconds.
We're freefalling in the the hard street;
a stale cup of water, looking flat but we make a splash.
We're taking the Mayflower
to new
and better
places off the map.
Taking chances.
Making
past plans.
Dancing naked in the failing sun
with a hundred eyes, watchin'.
A flowy blue fabric
and
a piece of the puzzle-
tools for survival.
Learning to live, to fight till you cry.
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I sat at the table.
She stood at the door.
Framed by the hard light of overcast with a chance of rain.
She walked in.
I cringed.
I backed away.
From the fiery, violent
mass of woman
scowling
at those who threatened
her world.
A simple smile
became a
growl and snarl.
Laughed if you fell,
but picked you back up
if you were hurt.
But only if you were really hurt.
Competitive?
Very.
Scary.
I did not
understand
why she saw me as
nothing.
Or
maybe
too much competition.
The last time I saw her.
I still at the table
but sitting differently.
She still at the door
but a sillouette against the tearful sunset.
She wa
Your skin is glowing
and I like it.
Eyes glancing off reflective mirrors
shouting my face
back at me.
Each one dripping with
sweaty monotony.
I hate cliches
but
you're a sight for sore eyes.
Fuzzy arms and
a very hard head.
A laugh that sounds
oh so much like a broken blender
but so soft on melting ears.
Maybe if I wrap myself in you
(pause)
I'll be happy?
Or quite possibly understand
what makes us tick.
Are we like clockwork
you and I?
Will we go through tedious life
pounding the street with tired feet,
Me
always a second
behind
You?
I will understand the world
who is last chosen for the team
so often.
Why d
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The plastic sheet
framing two bare chested women
carrying bowls of fragile rose petals
painted by a scruffy looking European man
reflects my eyes and face
looking
blank.
But I am looking.
I'm looking at the violins in the corner
sad and sorely sounding
silently praying
tender fingers will once again
massage their strings.
Looking at the faded faces frightened
up against a wall
caught in time
like a shuddering fly in a spiders web.
The quirky wooden musicians-
The ornate shrine to a long dead brother
whom you're soon to follow-
A red lamp, making my reflection
against the two rose women
look absolutely terrifying.
My f
I love this.
The soft pastels of summmer sunrise
blossoming in your cheeks.
While I drip out of your life like coffee.
No difference made
from when it began.
Seeing your smile
but never for me alone.
From the beginning of the start, shoot away from the heart
and now I'm
Praying
I'm not yet forgotten
Wishing
I myself could forget.
My ornate misery being
STOP
wanting it all to
STOP
or all be explained
in the simplicity of emergency.
I wonder if you realize
you hold my well-being in your palm.
Like an ant
who sees your pulsing blue eye
through the blinding magnifying glass
while it bubbles and twists
burning
to ex